100 Random Things To Know About Me.... Ignore the numbering.

001. Real name → Megan Nicole Morris
002. Nickname(s) → Meg, Megz, Crash, Pumpkin, Meggles, Megora….
003. Status → Single
004. Sign → Libra
005. Male or female→ Female
006. Elementary → Faith Christian School, Concordia Lutheran Christian School, and Gulf Gate Elementary (my mom was a teacher, so I went where she went)
007. Middle School → Sarasota Middle School
008. High School → Riverview High School and Sarasota High School
009. ???
010. Hair color → Blonde
011. Long or short → Shoulder-length
012. Loud or Quiet→A little of both. Depends on who I'm with.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone.. but I love my camera too!
015. Health freak → Um, I really like my anti-bacterial gel
016. ???
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Sure.
018. Eat or Drink → Drink.
019. Piercings → 7; 5 in ears, belly button, and nose
020. Tattoos → No.
021. Water or Fire → Fire.
022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars → Love of my life, of course.

FIRSTS:
023. First fear → Needles
024. First best friend → Um, I really don’t know. It changed all the time when I was little. Ha ha!
025. First kiss → In the movie theater during Unbreakable with a boy named Daniel… I think.
026. First crush → A boy named Andrew in 6th grade, but I’m sure there were les memorable ones before him.
027. First pet → Pekinese name Nicky.
028. First big vacation → Georgia I guess…
029. ???
030. First big birthday → 16? I got a car, so I guess that makes it big.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nope.
050. Drinking → Zero.
052. I'm about to → Fall asleep.
053. Listening to → Nothing, surprisingly.
054. Plans for today→ Go to my last class at 4:15 and then go to work until 10 and then homework.
055. Waiting for → The future?
056. Thinking of → The future again?
057. Want to → Be happy : ) ( Not that I already am)

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Yes.
059. Want to get married? → Some day.
060. What careers do you have in mind?→ Where do I start…. Let’s just say many.
061. College? → I attend Southeastern, don’t know about grad school yet.
062. House? → A cute fix ‘er upper is fine with me.
063. Car? → I like many cars, but I’m happy with what I got.
064. World Traveling? → FOR SURE.
065. What do you think it'll be like? → An adventure. WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?066. Eye color → Dark.
067. Sporty or Sidelines? → Sporty
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
069. ???
070. Shorter or taller? → Tall, duh.
071. ???
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms.
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive, but funny too.
075. ???
076. ???
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Neither?

HAVE YOU EVER:
078. ???
079. ???
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope.
081. Ran away from home → I always said I would, but then I’d just sit on the front door step for not even an hour.
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → No! Scary.
083. Killed somebody → That’s a negative.
084. Heartbroken → Sure.
085. Been arrested → No…
086. ???
087. Cried when someone died → Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
088. ???
089. Yourself → Most of the time.
090. Miracles → Of course.
091. Love at first sight → No.
092. Heaven → Yes
093. Santa Claus → Not anymore. Sorry.
094. Sex on the first date → That’s a no.
095. Kiss on the first date → Nope.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
096. ???
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Yes, tired, but happy.
099. Do you believe in God → I do.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag some people → Maybe.

Oh My...

If only there was a sense of knowledge of how
My insides explode.
If only it were visible to the eye
How everything is fulfilled.
You become king,
Capturing all.
Even in pitch black,
You come to mind.
I see your light
And drift from this world to that.
Feeling,
Flying,
Do you understand?
Can you measure?
The meaning of a tremble,
The key to a lock,
A hand to a hand.
How a soul seeks out and
When one feels the way I feel.
You make your presence known and
You make all right.
No wound is shown, and
I can abandon all.
Leave the past,
You reveal all to me.
No wall,
No detours,
Only you.

Reflect

You can talk about so much over coffee with your mom it's incredible. We talked about kids and marriage and school and apartments. It was crazy. I've discovered so much about myself lately. I found out that I want to read more and write more. I'm crazy in love with anything extremely different and eccentric. I'm facinated by love but don't think that I am in no way ready to be in love. I hate being put in a box. I'm going to travel the world and learn all of what it has to offer. Not everything you learn about in church or at school is the truth. Most of the truth you find is within yourself. using bad language in not a sin. Being gay or a lesbian doesn't make you a bad person or a person not capable of loving. There is not an explanation for everything. God doesn't have to be a tagline for every thing in your life. I love all of my friends. Despite their faults. I love myself despite my faults. I don't have to be perfect. I just have to be real. Genuine. Nothing false. Nothing to hide. I love my friends at school because they keep it personal. Coffee at Starbucks is a ritual. Talking over a wonderful cup of chai is soothing and completes me. But something that I completely loved over break was hanging out with my friends that can just chill and run all over the place and make a joke out of everything. From me and Omar watching Corey fall out of a tree and bringing a branch down with him to having about five people piled on one bed watching the whole second season of Heroes. Variety is needed in life. That's all I've ever needed in my life. I've never been consistant. Who wants consistantcy? Don't ask me what I want to do after school. I'm not going to tell you. Because basically I don't know. There is just so much that I want to do and see and feel and love and pursue that it's insane to even pin point one single thing out. I want to travel. I want to help people. I want to send a message. I want to love. Can't that be a sufficient answer?

these are a few of my favorite things...

What I'm listening to now:

Across the Universe Soundtrack
Adele
Anberlin
The Beatles
Bob Dylan
Charlotte Sometimes
Copeland
Dave Matthews Band
Dispatch
Everyday Sunday
Frou Frou
Harry Connick Jr.
Jack's Mannequin
Jason Reeves
John Mayer
Keshia Cole
Louis Armstrong
Matchbox 20
Nat King Cole
Norah Jones
Rascal Flatts
Rihanna
Something Corporate
Train
Yellowcard

New Jersey

Today we went into the city and hung out at Chelsea market for a bit which is one of my favorites and then went back into Jersey to hang out with family. My moms cousin took us into Princeton which is beautiful. We ate at a little restaurant and relaxed and talked. They're the complete opposite of my parents in every way. I love them. Northern New Jerseyians with Democratic views, wealthy, and are "tell it like it is" people. But we got along great and they were so welcoming. It's having times like these that I wish my family lived closer or that I had a bigger family. It's sad sometimes to me that I'm an only child with no cousins. I feel like I have no one to relate to. I'm the youngest in the family (if you don't consider my fourth cousins, who are all younger than 8). I think one of my goals in life would be to make sure that I have a family that's loving and giving and sharing. Not that mine isn't. It's just that if you asked me who's my family, I would just automatically say my mom and my dad...and sometimes it's a little difficult to relate to someone twice your age and their interests have nothing to do with your own. I thank God for my friends that keep me grounded with long talks and doing stupid stuff together. This is all a little random, but tonight just had me thinking about it.

I love sample sales!!!

They're seriously the best and new yorks best kept secret!

I'm materialistic

two shirts
one sweatshirt
two purses
three pairs of sunglassses
a hat
a bracelet
a necklace
and earrings
Damn New York, gets you every time